I've just been to talk to someone about being an elf!
Yup... I may be Santa's little helper at a local grotto.
Oh I'm sooo scared right now... when I asked about it I was on a real high and now I'm home I'm like "oh heck... I could be an elf!"
Depressed right now... really lonely, really missing John

But an elf!!!!! Where did my boost of confidence just go? No never mind that... where did it come from and why did it only last like a half hour?