Not in a bad way. I try to tell myself that I am a good guy. I have alot going for myself. I'm going back to school now and getting a degree. I have friends and family that love me. So, why do I feel so insecure. Why do I look at myself and think, "I need plastic surgery". Well, the ladies don't seem to think so . Anyways, I should be happy. Content with who I am. I'm always looking for someone to reassure me that I am worth something in this life. Why is that? It boggles my mind sometimes. Okay, so I should be thinking, "I have a smile on my face that would have to be surgically removed. I'm alive and I am loved!"