Why? Cuz I'm either stupid or a glutten for punishment. Friday S sent me a link to a song that it amazing--I can't remember whether I posted it here or not. It makes me cry and I'm sitting her listening to it over and over. Why? Cuz I wanna believe it. I really need to feel loved right now and the fact that he heard this song (it's an indie song) and thought of me--us--makes me cry, happy, sad, whatever. Feel free to yell at me. No hugs--stupidity on my part doesn't deserve them! I just can't turn it off. And the video makes me cry because it is us. Why won't my mind just let me get up and walk away? Maybe this should go in the relationship forum but I'm depressed and upset.
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"We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut
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