thanks every one, the meeting was with the child protection team, all went ok, theve decided they need no protection but a social worker will still come out and see them now and then, which im fine with i have nothing to hide. xx

someone asked if i was getting help my mum and husbands mum are great, i see someone every week for my self harm depression, yeah im on 60mg of prozac for my depression 500mg of quietpine(dont think ive spelt that right lol) 30mg of diazipan a day. 50mg of tramadol for my back and legs 4 times a day, there is some more but not for my mind, lol im sure i rattle and wobble at the same time haha,

thanks again people xxxx