I hate this
I can't stop crying, I can't stop hurting

I hate him I hate him for lying (even though he says it's cause he 'didn't wanna hurt me'... whatever!!! he'd of hurt me a kot less if he hadn't have lied and he knows that), I hate him for practically using me. I hate him for taking away my best friend... gone forever and I'll never forgive him! I hate him because I still bloody love him, I don't wan him to be able to love anyone else... he says I'm still the most important person in his life..... well why the hell has he done this to me, I still want him in my life, but I can't, I'll torture myself.... I'm being tortured now!!

I can't do this! I don't wanna do this I don't wanna be here
I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!