but I can't I KNOW I can't because he's gone
he said he loves me and wants to be friends and I don't want him out of my life, but I can't be friends, I can't be friends when I wan't more, but now I've lost my boyfriend and a best friend (only friend) and I need my best friend to help me. How can I ever talk to him again I can't and I can't live like that... I know I'm gonna get told I can but I CAN'T