Hmm, I think someone would notice--especially the no shower part...even if you disappear, you would still smell! Seriously, kudos to you for getting up and functioning, as it is. Staying in bed and saying the heck with all of it is the easy thing to do. We are women, hear us roar---we don't take the easy way. (sorry men, here's one for you: no man is an island unto himself--get out of bed and accept help). Point is, as the astronauts said "failure is not an option"...."disappearing is not an option." You have a life, and it may not be perfect now, but you're on the path to making it your own and making it better. Unfortunately, no invisibility cloak is available to us mere mortals. But you aren't living this life alone.