by a msn buddy! i shouldn't feel this bad should i?? I'M the one that kept telling him he doesn't have to be there for me, cuz i understand he has problems of his own. And still I'm crushed

i think he was the only one i've EVER somehow been able to open up even a little bit. Why is it such a big deal? I haven't even felt all that talkative lately...
F*** !