Not listening to the song today--it's stuck in my head, I don't need to see it! But I sent an email this morning saying "tell me about the song" and I got back "what about it, It's a really good song and a cool video" so I sent back saying I just wondered if you sent it because it reminded you of us. Not pressuring or expecting, but it took my breath away and I wondered if that's why you sent it. Haven't heard anything. Trying to adjust my thinking from "way to go, you stupid screw up. if it's taking this long to answer you know the answer," to "he's probably sitting in meetings again today." Something that isn't jumping to the conclusion that it just is a cool song and he didn't intend the words to remind me of us. Try, try, think positive, breathe. Somebody? Please. Breathe with me.