One thing I absolutely hate about myself right now is that my ex-boyfriend broke up with me and now I have a new boyfriend, but I can't let go of my ex 'cause I depended on him too much in our relationship. I knew pretty much from the beginning that I would start to depend too much on Kevin, but I couldn't stop myself. I couldn't because Kevin wouldn't accept the answer no. He was always asking me to have sex with him and if I said no, he'd just keep asking and trying to convince me to do it until I said yes. I've always had a hard time saying no and Kevin took advantage of that. I tried telling him we were taking things too fast 'cause I knew I'd become dependent on him, but he wouldn't accept the answer no. And now he broke up with me for like the 10th time and I feel like **** 'cause I miss him. I can't let go of him. And I'm just gonna end up hurting my new boyfriend. And my new boyfriend is scared I'll go back out with Kevin, which I want to, but I hate myself for wanting to. I don't know what to do anymore...