It's impossible to diagnose not being a doctor and not really knowing you, but it sounds like some kind of depression - if you're on these boards that alone tells me something.
Have you looked up bipolar disorder? I don't know, but bipolar has to do with being really high up one moment and being really down at other moments.
It can't hurt that much to go to a doctor. At the very least it gets you a better idea of whats going on. do you have access to a doctor? if so I'd suggest at least trying it.
The sooner you get in the better, because it's very easy for depression of any kind to keep getting worse if you don't do something, and if you start out at a deeper down part it's ever harder to get out of the hole.
loads of hugs, I know this is difficult.
Keep posting - if we can help with any info or just to talk about things that's what we're here for.
also, feel free to pm me anytime *hugs*
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Originally Posted by Lauren2009
... hoping that using a pretty color will make me feel happier, perkier. some days are weird... like i will be extremely happy and giddy and in the best mood, but within moments, little things or nothing at all will make me want to cry, or be upset. I dont understand why! I have never deeb to a doctor to diagnose me with any kind of depression... but what does this seem like? Im actually curios, because i am tired of feeling this way... feeling like i am stuck in a hole and no matter how much i climb jump dig and pull, i cant get out. any info is appreciated.
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