did you talk to your new T at all yet
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I'm proud of you hunny... for running.... you tried, you thought "I don't want to feel like this and so I'm going to do something about it in a healthy way" just don't let the "not working" stop you from doing it again? the running is good for you, it will help a bit in the long run (no pun intended)... and I'm sorry you don't think it helped you mentally... but it got you out into the fresh air exercising.
Will you keep it up?