((molly))) those are horrible feelings to have to deal with alone right now... i can only imagine how hard that is.. dad didnt have to be with me in my hard times, but he has been supportive since i revealed my past emotions..

i hope its helping to say your feelings here.. there are those who care and we are listening as best we are able... just writing your feelings is very helpful cause you've got them out and put somewhere besides inside you...

you wont always live with dad and he wont always be there to make this kind of atmosphere for you to deal with.. i understand about the male presence some and its hard when we have to deal with such strong characterizations and generalizations.. dont forget you have a right to your own... its hard having to remain silent when you know what you know..