(((Brookie)))
You can make a happier time for yourself by opening up to others, whether they are here, or the G.C. at school, or at a local church, or youth center ... you can figure out what will work best for you by checking this stuff out.
I am glad you are sharing with us.
It helps a little, doesn't it?
Please keep posting. Something about this sharing concept really works. The ideas others have, and the reinforcement and support you can gain, are priceless!
My best to you. May your day get brighter!
Love and Support,
nightbird