Well, I didnt make the bed yesterday and I didnt make it today either but I did go out. I went and visited with my Mom today and "did lunch" with her and Dad. Its hard for me to leave the house a lot of times and really hard to go visit with my parents so it was good that it went well. Now though I'm back home and think I should get busy and I'm wanting to just lay down and take a nap or hide in a hole or something. My nerves are haywire and I need to go to the walmart and I dont want to leave and I'm irritated that I'm like that. It's so silly of me, but that's what I am so that's what I got to work with.

So, I just decided I'm allowed to do that and its ok if I go and hide in a hole for a while and that's all ok. I just have to do the dishes first and then I can go and hide for a while. Its been a busy day and even though it wouldnt seem like I did much, I did a lot today.

Wish me luck! I know there arent many dishes (I peeked first) which is why I picked dishes and not laundry. There's *lots* of laundry. Nothing wrong with stacking the deck!!!

Pepto

ps, thanks for giving me a place to say things like this. It really helps to just let it out and not have to worry about it.