Well, I appreciate the word.......I have certainly begun my journey to one day quit.....I am already undergoing therapy and read a lot of books.......It seems that I go through phases of controlling my habit. I know one thing it would only take one time for someone to attempt to disrupt my family and I would stop smoking in a heartbeat. I am sorry that you had to grow up with alcohol, which by the way is a much more wicked drug than pot if you ask me.