(((((((((((((((Kendyll))))))))))) I am so sorry it's so hard right now. I know how hard it is to want to rescue someone who isn't so sure they want rescuing. It's so wearing.

I know it's hard to think and more hard to do, but if you can, please take care of you too. Jon is a survivor and he can take care of himself (even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes). His brain was made to survive.

Maybe you can concentrate on you for a bit to get some relief? I know it's difficult to take care of self, but you can be a better support for others if you are able to take some time to take care of you.

Please take care. We care about you.