I know i haven´t been diagnosed with bipolar yet, but hope it is ok i still write here.
My problem is that i keep getting these horrible fears. I think that my son will be abducted or that he will die. I am scared of leaving him with people or in a cresh because i am sure he will go missing. We are due to go on a holiday next year in a place with a cresh but i know i just cant leave him there, not even for a short while. I am also scared he will be sexually abused like i was.
Then i have fears about death. Either that my son, husband or myself will die. I always think people are braking in to my house when my husband travels, as he does a lot. Then i sleep with a huge knife next to my bed just in case. I hear sounds in the house and freak out.
I can also get sudden anxiety attacks if i think that the food i just ate might be bad. Or like last night when i had back pain and my husband got me some pills and i refused to eat them because i didn´t reqognize them and was sure they were really dangerous.
Is that normal?