awww, wow this is one of those posts where I am not exactly sure what to say! (Im new to this so excuse me for not being, ya know, ultimately helpful) I do not know what it is like to be a recovered anorexic, then hafto deal with the other health concerns. I have my own eating problems. but luckily, my overall health is good. all i know to tell you is to just stay as mentally strong as possible. i know you will have good days, and bad days, when you feel disgusting and you hate the way you look. But just try to realize that the people around you love you for YOU. and you should to. Try to not focus so much on the outter, and more on the inner. Find comfort in your chocolate, but find a hobby, something you really enjoy, and focus on that. Maybe go for walks.. That may help get your mind off things, yet its also exercise. use the buddy system. Im sure there are plenty of people that love you and would be by your side all the way. Best of luck and I hope you start feeling better! Really