(((Kathryn))))) it so good you have a tool that works for you! we know of what exists here on this side... we know there are smiles and tears.. we dont know much about the other side...... its hard but you do good to live life with good thoughts... i admire the way you put goodness there, not waiting for it to appear, with your positive affirmations and decorating ideas its a way of creating your own place of mind and it can be really pleasant ive learned i used crystals and fossils and old wood to make a cool cave for myself.. i could hang in there for days and i'd come to PC and learn and grow and those were some really good times..

now i'm out on the road, finding pleasantness.... its around, we see it... your countryside must be one of the most refreshing things for you.. i can almost see you there driving along the fence, the grassy hills and cows always gives me a good feeling you are truly one of the ones who never gives up!