I've never had the words to describe what I needed/wanted, I didn't know it was feelings inside that were trying to be known.

before I didn't understand I have to consult my feelings on matters also. I thought the answer was to be found simply in my head. BUT its not, my feelings feel certain ways about certain things for reasons even I sometimes cannot understand at the time.

its the first time I've had words to describe it, a little voice inside of me has lots of things it wants people to understand and now she's excited that perhaps she maybe able get me to hear them also.