Sweetie, maybe you should have a talk with your gf and let her know how her behaviour/words upset you so much. Maybe she doesn't know? Does she know how you are right now, how desperate you're feeling? Some people just don't know to shut up when you're feeling so low. Hang in there. We're all here for you. Vent whenever you need to, if even to just get it off your chest. Sometimes that's enough. I'm always here to lend you my shoulder to cry on and a listening ear. Above all BE SAFE!!!

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