I'm sitting here looking in on my family from outside the window. I should call myself the little match girl instead of pepto. I worked really really hard to create that place and now there's no place there for me. They still assume they can use my **** and my place though. They assume I'll cook and clean and take care of them. clean up the messes and pick up the empty bottles and cig butts. and will remind them to do the things they forget. I'm not a ***** and you cant treat me like one and you cant treat me like a servant.

I dont want any of them in my house but am I allowed to say get out? Nope, not allowed. we must maintain appeareances, we must make sure nobody knows we've been offended because after all, its not about us now is it? i'm not allowed to be *****y or say someone is being rude but god help me if I say something because somebody was *****y at me and its ok to be rude at me. screw them. there's no place for me, my door is closed and my locks are changed

all that ******** about working on trust and love is just that, ********. there is no love, its every man for himself adn get all you can for you because tehre aint nobody else goign to do anything for you or help you out without stabbing you in teh back at the same freaking time

i'm going shopping tonight with my kids and I'm not making them dinner. and I'm changing the locks on my house