sorry

it's a liquid/oral medication. I am going to try again tonight I AM and I'm sorry to everyone that's trying to help me take it, I'm sorry to myself.
I found a support group for mental health (it's like a socialising group) and I called in there today (v.v.v.v.v.v.v.scary for me!) The professional there talked to me about the medication too and tried to stress it was important.
Thing is I know that.... I don't know why I'm like this I can't help it.

all I can say is I'll try and that I'm sorry