I am not even sure if this will make sense to anyone. Hell, it doesn't even make sense to me...

I am 22 years old, but there are times (more often than I care to admit) when I feel like
I am a little girl... scared, alone, confused, just wants someone to hold her and rock her
and tell her everything is gonna be ok, wants to curl up in a ball and hide from the world...

It's hard to explain, but it feels like sometimes that I am actually thinking in a little girl mentality again, and that I am her.
As weird as this sounds, sometimes I get an urge to suck my thumb like a baby. What the hell is wrong with me? That can't be normal.