so embarrased right now... I may or may not have been a little hasty there, except not "may not"

So, guess he didn't abandon me (why does it take at least 10 efforts to spell "abandon" correctly???), I was a little oversensitive yesterday... he did something that freaked me out but I'm not gonna get in to that cuz it's so stupid and i'm totally embarrased
BUT, it is different. So it didn't happen now, but i bet my *** it will happen sometime later...

anyway, for running here right away to wallow in my selfpity. I'm just gonna crawl under my bed and never say anything again..