hey. i don't hate. i feel sad. disillusioned and let down. and sad, mostly. frustrated, sure. but sad, mostly.

i often work in the health sciences library and there is a cafe attached. like to sit there for a time and drink coffee in the mornings and potter away with work.

overhear residents sometimes. feel angry, yeah. superiority... they think they know... and they don't come anywhere close to understanding...

then i visit the student doctors network and see how the driving concern regarding speciality is typically a concern of average income and entry requirements.

and i kinda wanna heave, yeah.

'cause these people don't deserve the power and status they have. and it makes me feel a little (a lot) ill. sick, really. and... i don't think that is my sickness... society... had a lot to answer for...