Hi OS, so your only human connection is with your bf? To me it sounds like you just didn't learn how to connect with others. This stuff can be learned! I did it! Plus it sounds like you have a bunch of hurts stuffed down that are trying their darndest to come out. Have you tried therapy?
Welcome! Glad you are here.....
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........
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