((meggie)), i hope you feel better soon. have you considered going back to therapy? maybe you can find someone else that you feel more comfortable with.

crazytinkerbell,
i too have withheld information from therapists in the past. i try my best to be honest with this pdoc because i want to address all of my issues. though it is still hard to fess up to things that i do. but i am comfortable with him and i find it easier to be honest with him and he has never judged me for the things that i've mentioned and he always gives me suggestions on how to deal with whatever i am going through at the moment. i find that is the best way to reap the rewards of therapy. but i agree it is very difficult to be comletely honest with therapists.