I am just a ball of emotion... I don't exactly what I feel...
I think I feel all sorts of mad and sad and really triggered to self harm.
and not really really really really really really freakin numb...
I don't want to feel this way. Make it stop. Someone... anyone...
please... ... make it stop.
My mind is racing 100 miles a minute about so many different things that nothing makes sense. It is all a blur.
I don't know what bring this on or how to make it stop!!!!!!!!! *is starting to freak out*