I went on medical leave from a job back in April and never went back to the job. They gave me the loophole treatment. It was for my hip, but I know my meds had already sent me home from work a couple times, at least, for things like "brain not working" and "dropping things".

Now I am in school and enjoying it, but not doing too well, and faced with probably having to add Lithium and I know that even can make it difficult to read. My psychosis isn't well-controlled. Today is okay, though.

Doesn't it seem to just hit you, after you are sure you're finally well? One appointment they check off "...in full remission" and the next they're telling you you're psychotic, etc.

I just had to write and give hugs, even though I think I started posting regularly after you were doing so.