((((((((((((((((((Griffe)))))))))))))) Welcome back! It's so to see you! I'm glad you're home. Don't worry about things you said in the hospital, people say do things in there they normally wouldn't--it's a hugely stressful place. I remember when I was 16--I had never swore a single word in my life and as I was coming out of the anesthesia I told the nurse she better f****** leave me the **** alone and called her every name and probably invented a few too. When I in labor the nurse wouldn't let me up to use the restroom so I said fine, her fat *** can clean up p*** then cuz I was gonna lay right there and pee! From being in the medical field I can tell you people do it all the time. Even to our family members we do it. I hope you give yourself time to heal and give yourself lots of hugs--you've been missed (see the thread war..you're there keeping us safe!)