A puppy I just got now has parvo, I guess she had it when I got her, now she is in the hospital and has a chance of about 75% to make it. I had a 3 and 4 year old with me at the vet that were driving me crazy. I was crying the whole time and even now I am crying off and on. I have to watch all my dogs for symptoms and disinfect my entire house when in reality all I want to do is lay in bed and cry right now.
I am just so depressed, I don't know any other to explain what I am feeling at this point, I keep hoping that this is just a really bad nightmare and I will wake up anytime now but I know that just isnt reality.
I am having a hard time dealing with my kids so my wonderful hubby is helping but I just feel like a bad mother, a bad wife, a bad pet owner, and an over all bad person.