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BlueFaith · Oct 30, 2008, 04:50 PM

(((( gimmeice )))) Thank you. I do need you all right now. Thank you for being here and holding my hand.

(((( bipolar_bear )))) Thank you for being here for me. I know you care. You show it to me in so many ways. I appreciate you very much.

(((( nowheretorun )))) Yes, I will look back on this someday and think of all I went through and hold my head high that I was able to endure it. The God I believe in says He won't put more on us than we can handle. So, I know deep down that I will make it through this..even though it may be extremely hard right now. I'm NOT giving up. Just trying to make sense of it all. So far, I haven't been able to do that. Maybe someday I'll understand it... maybe I won't. Either way, I'm going to get through it and live my life. Thank you so much for your love and support.

(((( Manda86 )))) I'm trying to stay strong. Today has been better for me. Love you, too...loads. My PM box is always open to you as well. Anytime.

(((( epiphany )))) That's a good way for me to look at things right now. Thank you so much for that. Gives me a "new" way to look at my situation. And, that's helps. I appreciate it alot.

(((( turquoisesea )))) Thank you. And, yes, it does mean alot. It means a whole lot to me. It's very hard not to give up at times like these, but I try to remember I'm not the only one going through this, and, unfortunately, won't be the last. I think sometimes I just over analyze things and I get myself all worked up. I believe yesterday was one of those days. I've tried extra hard today to just go with the flow and feel my feelings as they come.

(((( multipixie )))) Yes, I believe sometimes we listen to the wrong voices inside ourselves. But, being physically ill like I am right now makes it extremely hard for me to just shut those voices out. I'm trying to be positive.... each and every day. Yesterday was just SO hard. Trying to figure out "why me" and "why now". The depression is setting in again because of my physical situation. I'm trying hard not to let it take me over again, though. If nothing else, then I can say I've learned new things about myself through this so far. And, I'm sure there's lots more for me to learn. You are very wise... you've been through hell and back, too, it seems. Thank you so much for your post. I'd be more than happy to email with you. That would be great. I'll PM you my email address.

(((( pegasus )))) You've always been so kind to me. Thank you for being here by my side through this. I need..truly NEED.. all the support I can get. Love ya!

(((( allthegirls6 )))) You've been my friend here for a long time now, and I think very highly of you. Thank you for understanding. Knowing you are in my corner makes me feel better. Yes, I will know more in November. The 11th to be exact. Right now, that seems like an eternity away. I think the waiting is worse than anything. Thanks for continuing to be here for me... through thick and thin.

(((( Fuzzy )))) My dear, sweet bear friend. You mean so much to me, and I really thank you from the bottom of my heart.

(((( Sannah )))) Thank you. I was in therapy until a couple of weeks ago...my therapist moved away. So, now I'm in search of a new one... to start again. Yes, I'm a Cancer... and, unfortunately, I hate that word because cancer is what I'm facing right now. But, I have faith that I will make it through. I am very sensitive... always have been and probably always will be. I think being sensitive makes me look more closely at how other people feel, and to be more compassionate. So, being sensitive is something I'm happy to be. Your support means alot to me. I don't know you well, either, but I'd love to be your friend. You feel like a friend already anyway.