((((((((( capp )))))))))) thank you I will try not to beat myself up to much

(((((((((((( manda86 )))))))) Thank you for the hugs they always make me feel better.

((((( Lenny )))))) Thank you I can't wait to see her wagging tail again, you are so kind to me.

((((((((((( snowflakes ))))))))) thank you for the hugs they are much appreciated at this time.

(((((((((( mentalpollution )))))))))) Thank you for your kind words, I tend to blame myself for all the problems in the world. I am really trying good self care, reaching out to others isn't easy for me so just posting this was helpful.

((((((((((( cantstopcrying )))))))))) Thank you, I just feel so bad when I lose patience with the kids but I did take steps as to not take it out on them so you are right I can't be too bad.

You have all made me feel much better, I am still worried but I think that is to be expected with my puppy in the hospital.. I don't know what I would do without all of you here, I don't start many threads but just reading others posts are so helpful to me.