I just found out that a family within my family has fallen apart. They have been falling apart for years and nobody knew, bad things happened to the girls, bad things happened to the mother, one of them is trying to "leave this place" because of it all coming out, I don't know what to do. I'm not close enough to get involved without being invited in, but I am hurting for them so much right now.
everyone always has bad news, and that feels selfish to say because I am not the one who this happened to, I can't claim pain from this happening, but it just seems like the more you go on the more bad **** happens to good people, people you think are good turn out to be ****, and I just can't take the confusion.
I hope they will be ok, and it's only hope because I'm just worried about what will come of this, it all just happened. I am scared for them all, and I hope that they can be ok and survive this like some people do, but I just don't know and this is really tearing me up right now. I just feel so ****ing hurt and it's just the pain of seeing this happen to them.
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I wish that I knew what I know now, when I was younger
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