dont listen to the lies of dark thinking Griffe.. the truth is you are a fairly good fellow with some good things he'd like to share... trials are what makes us stronger on the inside and the longer we survive, the stronger (and gentler) we'll be..
start with self honesty Griffe.. you can change what your self view is in so many ways...
thats not a loser looking back from the mirror.. its an intelligent and caring young man who has a desire to be more active in his own and others lives...
tell us your truths Griffe... let us help you stand tall in spirit again..
sending care always..