I just can't take feeling so sleepy on the risperdol. Its been over 2 weeks now and I still feel like the worst I did when early pregnant- and anybody who has had kids, that's ZONKERED! I'd rather hear the voices. They don't say much. Music is calming. I can't really sleep but I will eventually. I can't face another drug to add to my list. I'm already on 12 scripts as it is for various things. I'm supposed to have made a choice and "nothing" was on that list.... but she said she didn't recommend it. I'd rather hear the voices. I went all day to class. All of them- well, kind of. It was entertaining! I learned what I didn't know and while that felt bad, overall my day was good. Why does my brain deserve to be messed with? I think these meds are CAUSING my problems not solving any and they want to add MORE?? I think its a scam. An expensive one, too- thank God I have insurance.