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Old Oct 31, 2008, 12:07 AM
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Hello Again,
Seems I am subscribed to your thread and so I know when you post. Thoughts running thru my mind on this... First thought I'll get back to... Second thought, do you live alone? Is it possible that someone is giving you drugs in food , water, something like that that you dont know about? Seems like you are still in touch with reality in any case although something different about it... you still part of it.... First thought... and this might be far out, but did you every think this might be some other part of your personality that you never experienced before... like another facet of you thru some talent or psychic thing maybe that you can do or that you are experiencing that you are not familiar with yet? Also, have they checked you all out for physical problems? Lastly, could this be a alter that perhaps does use drugs that you are experiencing?... You sound like you are taking this all in a very good spirit... that also sounds really super to me....Keep us posted.
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Originally Posted by Rhombus View Post
Disassociating but this time differently. I feel as if I'm in a dream. Like I'm on drugs, except I've never used drugs so I wouldn't know. Everything feels kind of...vague. Not real, made-up, fantasy. I see these things around me, but..they feel different. Like flat, and fake, and just...vague and unreal. I feel like I'm floating. Like I don't belong to my body. It's odd. Nothing seems...normal. All vague.
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THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FIST
by Margthemermaid

I'm just a woman
I can't fight back
But I took my lessons in kung-fu
And now I have no face too.

My beauty is now that of a man
But a woman is needed by those who took the punch
Maybe another fight will endear me fonder
To those who believe life is to wander.

I search for love and win a snarl
I lose the fight, and cannot win again
I am a condemned woman by all the men
"If she'd just let them rule her soul, she'd win!"

Each day, I wake to fight again
Then wrought upon by other men.
My bruises are truly past what I can bear
But each look another ravishing stare...