Ryan,
I just typed a reply to this, and somehow it got gobbled up by the internet demon (page not found, grrr!!) I think with the high winds we are having, the cable systems may be down, tv is still working though, ha!ha!
Well anyway, I wanted to tell you how heartwarming your post is, made my day
I hope you will continue to find comfort here.
I also want to say thank you for your replies, here and in chat. . . you are a "good kid"

Sincerely,
DE

(((((((((( Ryan ))))))))))))))))