Next time you will know. I'm sorry that you are having such a rough time. You do deserve better, and I'm glad that you want to be alive. I hope you will get your hand looked at, as it sounds pretty serious and I'm afraid you'll regret it if you don't.

What are you going to do to work towards improving your life? What would you like to be doing?

{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}


<font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>