I did sleep. The trazadone worked. BUT, it did what I said it would- crazy long dreams and woke up just now. So yeah- 1:30 p.m. Meanwhile, my boyfriend tried to get ahold of me and when he finally did, he was mad. He said he was worried I'd killed myself and then was mad that when I told him what happened that I hadn't gone to school all day.
What am I supposed to do?! I have never given him worry over killing myself. Never said I would, never had ANY issues about it. I can see how not hearing from me would upset him... The school issue is a problem that's ongoing but would you think "just stay up and go with no sleep" or have taken the trazadone?? It's so hard. Anyway, again, I should feel upset and somewhere in there I do, but no emotions happening here.