Thankyou.. I'm sure I'll need it.. Especially after finding out one of my closest friends is in hospital, almost dead.. It's critical..

I don't know how much more I can take of all these people being hurt before my eyes and me not being able to do anything.. I feel so useless..
My boyfriend finally took in what i said, I got quite angry with him and for once, he didn't protest.. Apart from saying "Well you've had plenty of chances before in the past to break up with me, so if I treat you like such s**t, then why don't you?"
That was because I said I'm fed up of being walked all over by people.. But it didn't neccessarily mean just him..

My "best friend" waltzed off to a party tonight, leaving my meds in her room again, just because she couldn't be bothered to wait for me to come out of my yoga session.. So she had to take a double trip, one from where she was to here and back again. If she was mad about it, it's her own fault.

*sigh* I just hope this weekend is ok.. I do try to love myself, I do have good days, where I make as much effort as possible. But sometimes I just feel so low, I feel like what's the point? You know? But.. I try, that's all that matters to me