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Oct 31, 2008, 10:08 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2005
Location: Earth
Posts: 4,367
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(((( Justgiving )))) Thank you.  I can understand what you are saying. If I were them I probably wouldn't know what to say to me, either. Seriously. I wouldn't. And I have fallen apart... over and over within the past couple of months. They've seen it, and it's nothing I'm trying to hide. I'm not keeping it together all the time... by any means at all. But, I have to continue to be strong and stay as positive as I can through this. Like I said, I have my days where I don't want to get outta bed. All I want to do is cry sometimes. And, I do. But you make a good point when you say they can handle me falling apart. I tend to not realize that most of the time. I feel like I'm being a burden... and I hate doing that. I need to learn to let it all out when I'm feeling like I need to instead of letting it build up until I'm forced to let it all out. Then it's much harder than if I'd just feel what I need to feel...when I need to feel it. I guess it's something I'm gonna have to learn how to do. Still so much to learn about myself and how my relationships with others are supposed to work. Again, thank you so much. I appreciate your support a lot. 
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"There are things we need to forget and forgive,
Sometimes we have to try and shed the damage we don't need."
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