Ive beeen in a real bad place for along time now. The pain has been unrelenting for what seems like forever. My head is in a bad place. Does the pain get better? I know in my head it does, it did alongtime ago. But it feels like this is the time it might not. Is this all it gets. Am i subject to this forever. I fake it in front of my family. I do what i have to for the kids, but its sooo hard. Cutting just doesnt do anything anymore. Except make me more guilty.where does it end? I want to get off.