Okay, so this is dissociative in the way I experience it. I am having incredibly restless legs and a feeling of wanting to jump out of my skin. Yet, my mind wants to read and post and has trouble noticing the other stuff. So maybe why I made it through the day without getting freaked was cause I can dissociate. Hubby has something wrong with his spinal column and we went to big well known teaching hospital today and they are thinking mass or cyst. Someone backed into us in a parking lot. We spent an hour at the DMV for stupid stuff. Came home to a big puddle of doggie pee and blood. Went out to get antibiotics for the believed culprit. Dealt with work calls on the road as this hospital and the DMV are a commute. Seems that there is a really serious political and complicated for client issue going on and I need to figure it out. So now I am home and I hate these restless legs. Trying to medicate, it makes me nuts! Hubby and I go back on fri for another MRI and another meeting with neurologist. We will know more then. Could be any great number of things. We know he has spinal stenosis, a compressed disk, a ruptured disk. Ahh, but something more? Hubby is a tiny little guy at 130 pounds. Seems like I keep writing fiction for the soaps here. So, I am trying to come back to myself so the body can relax more. Make any sense? My body is reacting and my mind is not and that is what my body is saying. Crap. When I went to get the antibiotic for the dog I had a bunch of jelly bellies so I am sure that DOES NOT HELP! Life is always exciting here.