((((((((((( p7 ))))))))))))))))
Anniversaries are tough I just had my third anniversary this may, the anticipation was much worse then the actual anniversary. I kept myself busy, going to see T and my mom's dog decided to have puppies that day so I had to go to her house to help her. I can understand the clock in your head that you are talking about, it just keeps ticking away reminding you of how much longer you have until the exact anniversary moment, I am sorry I don't know how to stop the clock. Good luck, remember to practice good self care, that is so important.