Mark, I really hope that you don't give up. I was recently re-diagnosed after having spent years with a "clinical depression" diagnosis.....I went to a psychiatrist and she told me that I'm bi-polar..I thought I was and had asked docs for years about it.....She put me on her drug choice cocktail and I'm like a completely different person. The people here on the forum will vouch for that. I was so depressed that I was afraid I was going to committ suicide. Now I finally feel normal.......SO DON:T GIVE UP....xoxox pat