It has been awhile since I have written, but I have really had some movement happening within and I was wondering if I could get some advice from outside to help me understand what to do?

Vannessa has not been out for several years since she agreed to tell the pastor of the church that my ex-husband and I were going to that she was satan. They cast her out in an exersicm and she went away along with my anger as they said that if my anger came back then I allowed satan back in.

In living up here this past year and the progress we have made, there is now movement and she is beginning to come forth again and I am afraid of her anger and unsure of how to deal with her.

Also there is a very small child coming out and that also scares me as she is only very young and cries mama or dada. I feel that small and go away when she come. So much movement is happening right now and I find myself very afraid. Please Can someone possibly give me some ideas that has helped them or give me things that they have done that has helped them with their anger?

I have never really had anger, and I have never or was never allowed to show it. Therefore, it scares me very much.

Thank you

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