((((((((((((((darkpurplesecrets))))))))))))) That must have been so hard to be accused of being possessed.

When I was younger, I used to think I was possessed. It was the only way I could explain my head based on the knowledge I had at the time, perhaps due to the religious cult abuse and that added a lot of baggage to my brain. I never told anyone though until this T. She was very helpful in helping me understand what was really going on for me.

Unfortunately people are so misinformed. People explain away things that they don't understand, whether or not they are correct. I'm glad I have a better understanding of what goes on for me. I'm also glad to see that part of you feeling safe enough to start to express herself.

As far as anger, I understand how scary that is. Any type of anger knocks me over and scares me to death. T said that's because the anger that I experienced growing up was a scary anger and not appropriate. She has said that it's possible to learn how to express anger and be around anger without it being like what we knew in the past. For me, anger is the scariest thing in the world. I am hopeful that some day I will see what T is talking about. I'm unsure how to deal with it right now though. I wish I could help you more in that area, but I do understand.

It's good to see you here. I hope to hear more from you.